Ten minutes of someone else's internal monologue.

Friday, July 18, 2008

9:11-9:21

So I am in the city at my friend Mac's house.  I love the city.  Gimme buildings lots of bulidings and loud noises.  No really, I do.  I think I am about to do what may be the most unhip, or hip if that means, anyway, I think I am bout to leave the green green country and growing my own vegetables and yea, man, you know like being all back to the earth I feel it, I am going to stop all that and get an office job.  yup.   working for a living.  I mean, not for some really, really altruistic organization and not for the devil either, just for this place that mentors low income high schoolers and does cool stuff with them in the summer and sends them off college bound.  which is funny, because I hated college.  but I have come to a lot of terms about my college expereince.  and its okay.  you know, i am making peace with it.  gaining a better understanding.  messing iwth the keyboard, you forgot i was here didnt you.  yup forgot.  forgotten.  i wonder what my longest entry will be in ten minutes, i mean, like how much can I really type in that maount of time, because i can write a fari maount, but sometimes it takes like 30 minutes to write a page, believe me, I've timed it.  o-kay?  for all its rightly earned accolades, writing really does fail to express sometimes. like right there, the okay that my head threw out was well, i dont know how to express it in letters.  it is enthusiastic, not non commital as okays can kind of be.  its like saying thats right.  well, its like okaaaay.  yea.  just stretch the a out.  and make sure you keep the o serpate from the kay.  when i was in peru all i said for like half the time i was there was okay.  it some of its many forms.  okaaaaay.  you hear me?  bing bing lound and clear small and song this my smalll song.  la de da.  i made a small hey, you screm, writing song lyrics is cheating.  there is actually a debate about that, i mean, i can write what i want.  and sometimes i want to write song lyrics but its like since other people are reading i dont want to trick them with out them knowing it but citing, really, it seems so formal.  so, lets just all keep in mind that whatever comes out here might not be mine.  okay?

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