Ten minutes of someone else's internal monologue.

Monday, July 28, 2008

1:12-1:22

again, with the time. because i am about 14 hours late with this post. but, all I ever said I'd do is what I can. And I can express. a lot. in ten minutes. or nothing at all. but certainly always creation and creation is fertile grounds for expression so I will hang out in the dirt hoping to grow. i started thinking i knew what i had to do. use song lyrics as prompts. and i was right. cause I'm still going. bunny. bunny. drums and drums. then a slowing. a pause. a stifled pause and a dramatic pause and don't you love the act of changing the world with your hands? cause i do. ohummmmmmmmmm. yeah. is there a pink elephant? white elephant? i saw deer this morning. a heard of them. and a barking. i think it was the deer barking but I've never heard of this before so i, well it was curious. i saw a fox two days ago and a turtle in the fire. i saw a snake's shed skin and i saw a little bit of my own blood. dried. the blood was dried. so was the snake skin. i am walking you down the line. i am directing. i learned two new words tonight. helmer, is a term for a film director. and a tyro is a beginner. tyro. what a great beginning. Tyro. its not toddler. big yawn. sleep is soon this message is on the other end, the sleep is coming end. i would like to free myself to write at whatever time in the day it happened, but its much more likely to actually happen with a routinized time. yes. that is what i was trying to say. big plans. big breaths. am going back to yoga. or going to start doing yoga again. my mat is literally dusty. my body asked me for it today. i hope to meet its demands. or exercise. must exert my size. extort the virtues. kiss the babies. babies. cute. weird. quaint. custard. quit? space space. pain in hand. hand tired. please sleep. lights off please please please please please. if i knew all of the answers i would not keep them from you no. i love you.

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