till a quater till

I am always curious about laptop cafe etiquette as it pertains to cafes. because, it is my suspicion that there are an awful lot of laptop users who have to pee. because there is this weird thing that happens where, I have my laptop out and I have to pee, i dont want to leave it on the counter and i dont want to put it in my bag. can you tell i have to pee? thats it, im just going to have to take care of it. hold please 2 min down. okay, so until 1:52.
Anyway, all i was saying is that there is an momentarily uncomfortable dance done around peeing done in cafes when i am there alone with my laptop, and I suspect i am not alone in this, of course, now that i have peeing and the discomfort has been dissipated its not so worry some anymore and umm, what is a little worrisome is my future. and sure, maybe the future is a concept invented to avoid being in the present moment, but umm, my present moment is all about looking at the future, so, its kind of a tight rope to walk. no so much room for slipping, is what i am worried about, but i am also kind of apprehensive about moving at all so i doing the precarious dance of standing still on a tightrope which is somehow even more difficult to accomplish, or at least more stressful, because there is no movement forward being the balancing act, just a stillness, and i dont think i have to tell you about modernity's problematic relationship to stillness. but really, peeing is the best, along with all of life's other necessary functions, because its so simple and yet being blocked from their performance is the cause of so much discomfort in my life. i mean, when isnt a current state of angst able to be transformed by urinating, pooing, eating, fucking, or sleeping. which is why i just had to reach out and take a bite of those balsamic tossed organic greens, cause lord knows it has been more than a day since anything, well, i ate some vegetables yesterday, but they had been cooked. those not cooked so mush, still, i dont know why vegetables are so hard to incorporate into a diet. if you work on a farm they arent, because they are everywhere. and they are tasty. and they are the easiest thing to eat. okay, is that time, it think so.