10-52-11:02

you say. cat power. mississippi river. short. spaces. fill long voids. blackberries. zeitgeist. sun flowers past prime. water. spray. harm. fawn. again. over. watch. hands. loathe. lacking flow. hard times. knocking. confused. about. face. unable to say. whats the opposite of compassionate? there is no dis or un or whatever other prefixes to add. the thesaurus said indifferent. i am indifferent. i am thinking that people are like glass. you can see straight through them but its so easy to get caught up in stories, yours and mine. yarn. iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii cant write what i really want to here because its belongs in the personal realm, and maybe its not personal shit i should get over thinking is such is a big deal and in the personal shit that its important i respect boundaries and tendernesses and etc. etc. etc. the king and i. moved up. cue. count. The count. lame. waste. wasted. left over. left under. wishing you. glow in the dark stars on bed room ceilings. put your hands up if you wanna be somebody. walking. ritual. understanding. peace of mind. body work. body work. mind work. people work. systems work. sometimes i am glad to be part of the institition and i feel bad when i fall through the cracks. abandoned. but then, once out... i wish i knew how it would feel to be free. whats that. children's book. butterflies. understand. i don't understand anything but righteousness, insecurity, repetition, processing, green, and well, the trite growth.