10:20-11:20

Did you miss me? kisses. I wrote, but not online. I am considering taking pictures and posting them here, just of the notecards I wrote on, just for continuities sake, but who knows. by the by, why isn't anyone reading this? because I haven't told anyone. because I cant announce it without my coworker knowing and I'm not sure how I want to handle that relationship and me being on the job market. going to find something good. yup. just wanted to go and write something on my myspace profile. I've been playing around with that a lot lately. its funny. attention. your funny. manipulation. lets laugh. ha ha. high. get high. your high. I'm actually not. i am sober sally but i think i might take an adderall later today as I clean my house. sounds kind of fun, doesn't it? iiii eye'm not your stepping stone. i am going to get up and go to the farmers market in a little white here. yea. market of farms. marketing your farmers wears. the question is, do I shower first? i think so but then i have really got to hurry and that damn clock in the title bar says I am writing for an hour this morning. but it was a simple mistake. a misstep of the brain and the ten minutes from 10:20 function. so i have four minutes left until its time to start the day in a different way and go to the farmers market and be pretty and real and could everything be all right with out me knowing? i was thinking about that question and i decided that fundamentally it is a question whose point is reassurance, even if its pointless if we don't know that everything is alright because isn't a part of everything being alright that we feel like everything is alright and if we don't know that everything is alright, I mean, its not like we know what we don't know so who cares if everything is allright if we don't know it? but i know i think the point is to trust in a higher power. love you!